Anitra Smith (anitra) wrote,
Anitra Smith

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I have a job?

Well.. I'm nervous. I have a job (supposedly) lined up, and I start tomorrow. Good news: the pay is about as good as I expected I could find ($9/hr)... Bad news: I have to get there by 7:30am, and I'm not even sure how far away it is yet. I really wish I had a car, it would make looking for a job so much easier. I mean, I guess I may be able to get rides from nightskyre, but I don't want to depend on him to do that all the time, it just doesn't seem fair.

My mom nagged me on the phone last night about moving up here and not finding a good job, etc. Not that I didn't expect it, but I was really hoping she would continue to be supportive once I was here... that doesn't really seem to be the case.

I can't wait to get out and be working, so I have something to do all day, even if it means I won't be able to hang out w/ other people much at night (cuz I'll have to get up in the morning). I'm also looking forward to being self-sufficient; depending on nightskyre and other friends is better than leeching off my parents, but just barely. I want to know that I can provide for myself, albeit in a limited way. That said, I'm not looking forward to the apartment I'm sharing with DarlingCat and Dena (no pseudonym, sorry). It's going to be rough, as according to the terms of the lease, neither Dena nor I should be living there. Not to mention sharing a bedroom... or not having any furniture (bed, dresser, etc.) to use. I pray that everything will work out this summer, that I won't go insane, and that I'll actually enjoy the benefits (to me) of living in Worcester.

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